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wwwhhhaaattaaa day. :( i can't say this day was really nice....not really nice. not at all.

aaahhgghh...:((

i just listen to this song that could make me feel better, kahit pano.
screw me. screw me. :(





anyway, i love this song before back then when i had my vacation in Taiwan.

pictures edited and designed by my mom

This picture was fixed by my mom. I was shocked by the time I saw it. This is the family picture they have back then when they were still young in Taiwan with my grandma and grandpa. :) I remember the first time I saw this pictures was around 2-3 years ago. When I asked my grandma if she still have pictures when my mom was young, and there she found lots of black and white pictures. :) cool nuh?:p hehe!:) since i have nothing to do, i decided to share this picture!:)

i'm bored =))

i really have nothing to write about..but. i'll give it a try since i'm really bored at home. :))

yesterday :))
::i swim with pei-hsuan::
::four of us watched pirates::

school starts on June 6, Wednesday! wwha. i wonder how my new class will go on. how are my old classmates. who'll be my new teacher. how hard are my lessons this 4th yr. how will my grades go this year. how will i spend my last yr of being a hs student. what are the changes this year. what my classroom looks like. how big is our school's new library. (since it's under-renovation) HAHA!:)) i know it's non-sense to write these down. but..m just bored.:( forgive me. :)) i'm missing MSA days and i don't really know why, probably because that was the most productive thing i've done this summer and ... (i'll kip it for myself:)) )

hay. now i'm afraid to handle our e-soc club this year in mhcs. Student find it already bored since from the first year. Now it'll be the third year, and wwwhhattt am i gonna do?? ><

p.s. *** if you know any speaker who speaks anything about computer/multimedia -in Philippines (e.g. adobe, flash, etc.) kindly send it to me through comment or chatterbox. pllleeeaaaseeee =c i need them :( ttthhaaanks!!***

what i plan to do for the day:
::clean my room::

for tomorrow:
::extreme fellowship::

心動心痛 (xin tong xin dong)

This is one of my favorite chinese songs :) the content of the lyrics is about two lovers who love one another but the more they fall for one another the more they get hurt...:) english translation is below the chinese lyrics!:)


作詞：劉耕宏　作曲：周杰倫　編曲：林於賢　女聲： 許慧欣

（劉）黑夜滲透了思念　偷不走微光閃現的千種畫面

　　　我背著傷痛離開　孤單拖著記憶支離破碎


＊（許）原以為不會改變　眼淚在臉頰上乾枯失去知覺

　（合）我的心掙脫了愛　跟隨著夕陽埋進了海洋


＃（合）為什麼相愛的人卻又為愛而紛爭　現實的翅膀攪亂原本幸福的氣氛

　　　　我有我的過錯　我有我的疑惑　藏在面對面的沈默背後

　　　　為什麼讓愛躲進烏雲密佈的天空　隨著風漂流在外一天一點的散落

　　　　慢慢遠離的夢　漸漸冷卻冰封　心痛當初相遇的心動

Repeat ＊,＃

（劉）慢慢遠離的夢
（許）漸漸冷卻冰封
（合）心痛當初相遇的心動

English Translation
Hong: The dark night infiltrated the thought ( of missing you)
Unable to steal the glimmer that flashes a thousand pictures
I carry the pain and leave
Dragging the shattered memories alone
Xin: Having to think that (I) will not change
The tears on the face drying up and lose its perception
Together: My heart strugglingly get away from love
Following the twilight buried into the ocean
Together: Why the people that love each other will quarrel because of love
The reality wings disturb the originally blessed atmosphere
I have my mistake
I have my doubts
Hiding in the back of the "face to face torture"
Why let the love hide into the clouded sky
Following the wind falls out, scatters little by little
The dream that slowly moves away
Slowly become cold and frozen
The heartbreak equals to the feeling when (we) met for the first time

Life to treasure

I've learned something last night. Something I would never forget. He taught me how to see these things. It would be great if I could share this little story of my life to you, hoping it could make you feel interested to read my blog somehow. . . I was full of stories and memories to share to him last night before we sleep.


I started to talk about my family and relatives. I told him that there are times in my life that i envy others every time I'm out and saw the complete presence of every members of the family -- in restaurant or malls. As i started to speak these thoughts out of my heart and mind, tears start to fall. . .


there then...,

He started to comfort me with his love and words. He asked me if 'why am i crying?' and slowly trying to explain, show, and made me understand things I've never seen before. He explained, it's not with the complete presence of every family that could make you feel the love and joy. It's all with the time you share with them; the bond(-ness) of your relationship. (about my family -- i leave in the Phil. with my parents and my only brother is in London; my close relatives are in Taiwan) Why not just value what God has given you at this moment instead of wallowing about not being with your family or being far from them. Probably God has a purpose of why he blessed you with this current situation, maybe for you to learn on how to build your own family someday. To give your own family the love you've been longing for and finding throughout your life. For you to be able to learn on how to keep them closer to you someday. For your future.

Life lesson ***Value everything that was blessed to you by God at this moment before it ends but not wallow onto something that might lead you to regrets of not doing so.***